Thursday, April 1, 2010

MaSkEd iMpErFeCtIoN

wow...what happened 2day just goes 2 show that masked imperfection is always deceitful...

the situation isn't complex at all...or even that serious...but who wants 2 be called by someone else's name by the 1 you love??...Yes...in THAT way...
like it makes me feel as though my feelings r just invalid & they're being made a mockery in his head....like i just KNEW what we had was too good to be true...

But then again there's that other side of me...that more coherent part that's smarter & more decisive...as well as optimistic. that side of me is letting me know that nobodies perfect & it was just a mistake...it's also telling me to forgive and forget because i make meaningless mistakes everyday of my life...

so as my best friend & twin crystal put it lightly "tonight's just gonna be one of those days where you just cry yourself to sleep" , & when i do, I'll wake up tomorrow morning rejuvenated & ready to love. (=

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